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As Small As Ants

by This Is The Glasshouse

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1.
I feel like a landscape painting Exposed and revealing I feel like the sea redeemed To be seen and not seen I feel like an unnamed mountain Unclimbed and forgotten When I was very young and new The sea unsung in all it's blue Now I have left it all behind The shores of which no longer mine I feel like an untouched canvas Unused by the masses But I want to be clean A means to ends with no means The rope has frayed apart like stitches ripped across the scar But this life is a charm And painted bright so I am waiting Confused and parading But I am pulling through In uncertainty by Pink and Blue I know that I am learning The wheels are slowly turning When I was an ocean did I sing blue? And when I was a river, what bodies did I pass through? Or was there something in the waves That set me in direction?; I sang I feel like a big fish in a bigger ocean I feel like the sea cracked open I seem like a nice place to stop to picnic on your summer road trip I sit as the untouched landscape Ignited minds will not be burned alive River winds, saying Winter Has Arrived When I was an ocean did I sing blue? And when I was a river, what mountains carved a path into the ground where other rivers ran though? Or was there something in the waves That set me in direction?; I Sang When I was an ocean When I was a river When I was an ocean When I was a river When I was an ocean When I was a river When I was an ocean When I was a river
2.
October 02:30
Sing me a song with your head in the rain Together alone filling buckets of grain He was a circle and I knew it then The most beautiful person enclosed in a ring Picked up the pieces lying in the weeds Walked back to my house Promising that we would start over in October Why were we built this way? What purpose did we serve? Now the rope has come undone This time I'm jumping off into your arms This quick shot to the gut is felt by no one when people here are blind The city shines our way
3.
No rain fell No sound to break her down She found wings Surrounded by her favourite things Then the next morning she rained down Kaleidoscoping the ground As if to say: "hello, I'm here" If I leave Will it be like forever sleeping? What more did it take? The will to give it all away? Then the next morning she rained down Kaleidoscoping the ground As if to say: "hello, I'm here" "Hello" "I’m here" Hello?
4.
In the grove She tied you up with her vines and ropes And told you to stay "Like the good boys do" Exposed and afraid, she touched your hair When she said: "This can all be unmade" "If you take me" When she was done She released you from her righteous hold And told you to run "Like the good boys do" Ashamed of the way she touched your heart Like the last little branches fell apart When she took you "You better run you better run away" (Keep running, keep running away)
5.
Pink (Naked) 04:07
These are the songs we used to sing when we were very young Though some words have been replaced with new and better ones And I am growing now, far past what I thought I knew Though I am inexperienced, I am diversifying But it's not going grey, like they say Pink Naked This is the game that all boys play, it too will come to pass If I play with one arm loose and one tied behind my back And I am moving slowly, and I'm not stopping now But with few spare window curtains, I am left to turn over I am a simple stone still encased in mother moss With mouth and ears and tongue but without the words to get across This Pink Naked Although she was new to your fingers They felt and remembered her figure Like you were meant for this Like you were born for this Born again lover So right and completing To break out of the circle and straight in the arms of an angel Who is she now? And maybe in some way... This is it: my note to self, this is my house of glass This is the one you should have known, the one you should have asked But I am learning faster than ever, the doors blown open wide It's all a feeling I got one day now nothing standing in my way From Pink Naked It isn't hard to be the first to step on a spot of ground You just have to go into the forest and walk aimlessly around Off of the trail, it may take time but you can find it By your will, under your feet, this land is now conquered And despite the things I show its embarrassing how little I know about painting light of any hue by either purple pink or blue Can you see it in my eyes? Can you see in my eyes? Is- is- is this a life? Born in the springtime? Can you see it in my eyes? Can you- can you see in my eyes? Could you leave it behind? And- and- and say goodbye?
6.
Simple stone I placed in your hand Dry and sitting in your pocket, waiting till the end And if you don't like that Pick me up and throw me in the river Simple stone I'm hard as copper But chip away the years and see the glow beneath the edge But if you don't want that Pick me up and throw me in the river Simple flesh I'm wrapped in newspaper Already in the distant future, falling off the frame It wasn't built like that So pick me up, and throw me in the river Never never never, never never never Never gonna let you go Hiding in the basement, hiding in the cupboards Never gonna leave this home And just you try and run away And throw me in the river I'll come back into your home until we are old Just throw me in the river Just throw me in the river
7.
The Lake 01:58
8.
As selfish as it sounds I need you to know I dream about the time I dream of letting you go When I sleep a shape in my reticent dreams (Broken little life) When I showed you my home You sat on my bed You told me that Life floats away (Away from my hands) Slept on the floor Couldn't take any more cus' None were as sweet as your core
9.
It's you who I know It's you who I know will stand In the front row Waving a still creased flag You're nicer than half of myself I just thought you should know Don't make a note about it I don't want you to know I don't want you to know what I do When I'm alone And the body is ringing Purple alone It's you who I'm worried about And I don't like to say it but you say so much Pretend not to care But you can't help feeling guilty You're smarter than half of myself I just need you to know Don't make a note about it I don't want you to know I don't want you to know what I do When I'm alone And the body is ringing Purple alone Purple alone Sink like a simple stone I can do it all on my own All on my own My own
10.
11.
I was born in January Within my time I was born into the last old snowstorm When winter had arrived The whispers of longing within a painted life are known for certain The new cells replacing the ones deciding which of me would stay I was born in January Within my time I was born on a front page car crash Saying winter has arrived I don't run, I don't cry I lead a simple life, no nothing special To be here for this long The bass line of this song is sentimental Detached and buried into the ground A sweeping silence followed by the loudest sound Since the start of June I've missed you And for the first time Winter has arrived Since the end of school I used to be that kind of guy Now winter has arrived No new wind will blow
12.
To share a bed with someone new It might as well be you I spin away without a clue Of when to tell the truth To share a life with someone new It might as well be you I’ll never know the path I took They left without review When a life will flash before your eyes I just wanna live to see you smiling… ...On the shore as part of two It might as well be you there Wishing I was something else But you know that’s nothing new Come sit at the table I needed all that I've got to lose My fingers all but turning blue Is this my chance? One in a million? As small as ants Never to know Is this a life? Born in the springtime? Where we are all Saying goodbye
13.
Annie 09:25 video
Can't stand up so she sits down left barely awake Red in the face and hair still wet from the lake Eyes scan weakly across her friends of middle class B+ college freshmen Gone and moved away, why else would they stay? They'll all be gone too one day. But the gang was all together again and to us, it all seemed alright then How dizzy you must have been Rests head down, silent in her inhibitions Low in these thoughts leaves this high indecision What will you say next? I don't think even you could guess. And alike; my childhood friend, no words are spoken But not lost in his inhibitions- lost in deep thought Reading symbols in the bright red orange flickering mass Waiting too for this moment's pass Some people are complex in a way you can't experience Their otherness sees me not as I see them Reality fostered for each facet of self Who's life am I connecting? Who else? As she reaches into the flame and pulls out her image of VSCO posts and road trips to her family's 2nd backwoods cabin and fake Polaroids tucked neat into the back of her phone How oddly gracefully she moves Like a deer, but unable to run away from all this company and all unseeing of her own blind feral beauty Semi-boldly still, onward she is feeling No sense of fear in this action, this moment Unprepared and unremembering but present still, no less than us Back quickly from the flame and pass it off And I wonder what sleeps in the empty wooden cabin across the lake and I think about who lived there and what they did and why What was lost to leave paradise? He is still the young boy, now with half a college education Has a car, lots of friends, and a mild disposition He is looking up at the semi-clear nightly sky where they light has found its next reflector. The light that has found him that came from a star that has long since died before our parents, our country and earth, before he or I The star that in a way is still pulsing its creation Despite unrememberance in its faded constellation How humbling this astral chart can be How perfect in its unchanging pattern When they looked up long ago; the same Making stories of the glow Not shining for us, not anyone, but just so. It's the apathy I find to comfort in a place of so much consequence Stargazing with its great desolipsition I came from nothing but I have grown since now I came from nothing but one day I'm passed around Like a bottle of cinnamon whisky going from mouth to mouth Causes fist fights and words spoken loud And to nothing I may return as he gets up and into the air and spills the red vodka bottle everywhere It runs over stones and sinks into this tired ground before a new one is passed around Fire turns from novel to the centre of the night where it illuminates these faces, sunken eyes, a new girl where she is singing all the words to the only real country song she likes It all comes again to this Fire on the dark and starry canvas, the glow into abyss They start the worst played crib game this place will ever see Open eyes slow now count to 15 It all moves slow beneath the screen, as gentle as it could have been And slowly now, they retreat To their houses of rubber and plastic and steel Cusping on another day, a morning vacant of this consequence And at this end we were somewhere in between of a long-tired joke and those tourist magazines 2 stories collided, one infesting the other with its Honda Fits and birthday parties and instant vegan TV suppers And I was there too, just unpresent in this action I didn't have to choose not to belong And I wonder what looms on the grey and green mountain across the lake and i think about who lived there and what they did and why What was lost to leave paradise?
14.
Come down he said peeling oranges in the dining room Come down like ashes to flowers open up cus they all knew In my childhood home alone And free to be real And free to speak plainly Telling stories of the trees and me and the rivers and the streams And the mountains And the mountains But this too was all in a dream, a distorted picture projected from my psyche Where his face is many And his voice remains the same So leave the tree with feet untouching the ground A body passed around For those who ought to know: I have a tendency to look like a deer in the headlights! Despite these words I think this newest shade is coming true I think of younger times when purple light was bending blue And when it all comes around And when the valley is cleared Should I remain painted by all the years? I am a simple stone still encased in mother moss A symbol still despite the things that I have never lost And in these moments I am turned over And I admit There is no pride Come down he said painting fruit under the falling tree Still life, created the person that was made to touch but not to see Moving his hands in sync to the chorus of his new favourite song as it plays from my bluetooth speaker in the left side pocket of his jacket Biking down the gravel goad Into the boreal Passing through each other like ghosts through walls And the world kept spinning alone But this too was all in a dream A familiar picture projected from my psyche Where his face is many And his voice remains the same Reluctance the word of the day The year of quiet battles Underneath the sands of Lewis Beach where terror meets the mirror water Living in the little house where so many are split for just a little bit of warmth to heat this home, this pale deliverance I am a summer day doomed to be vanquished above beach days and field trips and yearly family gatherings But until my turn to circle the planet I am turned over And I admit There is no pride There is no pride, pride Away the latex grey is washed as it begins to fade were it reveals Pink Naked into view like all my friends who share the shade In ignorance I learn about myself, my own indignity And it all now breathing down my neck It's never felt this close to me No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no This was the last summer of me myself: the mild amateur This is the year where he will finally fade lavender I leave the tree but forward motion being slowed uneasily So better bending into blue It's light a higher frequency.

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As Small As Ants is a collection of songs created over the course of 2020, 2021, and 2022. Partially produced simultaneously with my last record “Something Underwater”, it shows the more acoustic and conventionally structured side of what I was working on at the time, while pulling lyrically from more of my own feelings and experiences. If Something Underwater was built on increasing complexity and warp, this album is the opposite, focusing on more simplistic production and sonic elements while building only in texture.

Up until now, music for me has been a nearly exclusively independent process. With this project, much of the writing and recording was done with friends who I met in my freshman year at the University of Victoria. They all came and sat in my dorm room or a tiny practice room and donated their own time to help me fully realize half of the songs on this project when April exams were looming just around the corner. Most of them had never been recorded alone in their lives, I am and will always be thankful of the jump they made for me. When so many people are contributing to a song in this way, the degree to which I can say it was written by me diminishes. I owe much of this result to them.

All songs were created at the University of Victoria, British Columbia and in the Hamlet of Mount Lorne, Yukon.

Long live Mount Lorne!

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released July 9, 2023

Kian Dunn - Alto Sax (1,2,6,11,13)
Jayda Thor - Cello (2,11,14)
Alan Osmundson - Trumpet (3,10)
Artemis Gallegos - Bass (11,13)
Justin Graham - Drumkit (1,11,13)
Rhye Politylo - Baritone Sax (1,2,4,11,13,14)
Max Blechman - Tenor Sax (8)
Taren Garber - Tenor Sax (4,11)
Noah Ord - Violin (1,2,4,11,13)
Robyn Hendry - Trumpet (1,2,4,13)
Alessio Iso - Accordion (12)
Nolan Wood - Tenor Sax (1,2,13)
Robin Savonet - Euphonium (8)
JJ Payne - Baritone Horn (1,2,11)
Aisling Dunn - Flute (11)
Aeden Parenteau - Guitar (1), Composition (1)
Selena Savage - Trombone (2,3,6,10,13), Vox (1,2,4,6)
Isaac Boensch - Harpsichord (4)
Eli Lyons - Bassoon (1,2,11,13)
Remi Lataste - Alto Sax (11)
Bennett Pick - Piano (6), Composition (1)
Rae Benson - Bass Clarinet (1,2,11,13)
Eneko Rodríguez - Violin (11)
Rosie Drown - Alto Sax (1,2,3), Tenor Sax (3), Flute (2,3,13), Clarinet (3,11)
Justine Fietz - Tenor Sax (2)
Sylvia Zmucki - Alto Sax (12)
Shukri Sahari - Flute (8)
Daniel Rowland - Oboe (3)
Tannen Falkenberg - Composition (11)
Ethan, Nikki, Stella, Tamsen, Bennett - Backing Vox (4)
Justin, Luna, Shifala, Jake - Backing Vox (1)
Ezekiel Dukart - Vox (1,2,3,4,5,6,8,9,11,12,13,14), Guitar (3,4,5,6,13,14), Piano (2,3,7,8,10,12,13), Bass Guitar (2,3,6,8,14), Drumkit (2,3,4,5,6,8,9,10,11,14), Additional Percussion (all tracks), Vibraphone (2,6,11,13,14), Harpsichord (2,5,11), Xylophone (5,6,11,13), Glockenspiel (6,10,11,12,13,14), Sampling (4,5,13), Toy Piano (2,3,5,6), Synthesizer (1,4,5,6,7,8,9,10), Programming (4,5,8,12), Melodica (2,6,9,11), Reed Organ (3,6,9), Timpani (11,14), Kalimba (8), Chimes (11,13), Ukulele (8), Wurlitzer (11,13), Washboard (3)
2eds - Artwork
Unibrawn - Artwork (13)

Thank you Nicole Edwards for inspiring “She Rained Down” and giving me your washboard. I wish I got to know you more.
Thank you Tamsen, Kian, and Anthony for helping record a bunch of this stuff (especially the drums)! You really made this whole process far easier than it would have been.
Thank you Kian, MythofMetal, Leom and Jake for being second pairs of ears for me when mine had become completely deaf.
Thank you Alex B for letting me use your credit card to buy things.
Thank you Seth B and Everett S for inspiring “Annie”.
Thank you Alex J for the insights I approach creating music with to this day.
Thank you Will at trickyStoop for making this cassette dream a reality!!!
Thank you Lucas M for giving me the opportunity to create tracks eight and twelve and put them on your own (very cool) cassette.
Shoutouts 2eds for creating the main cover art!!!
Thank you Mom and Dad for being my constant taste curators, and putting up with this obsession.
Thank you Yodie for the noise.

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(This Is The) Glasshouse is a musical project by one 21-year-old living in Mt. Lorne Yukon and Victoria BC.

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